Another week has come and gone, can you believe it?? I can't we are already half way through this year...just think people...6 months till Christmas....yuck!! Oh well, there is nothing I can do about time going so fast since I have yet to figure out this whole time travel thing. It's on my to-do list. Speaking of that, it seems like my list gets longer while my desire to finish it gets shorter.
Ok, let's see....had a couple of ball games last week. They were fun to watch, this is year 3 for my sweetie playing and year 2 for Brandon. They both are improving and I love watching them play. Now that isn't to say that our team is winning any more games, because they aren't but they have a good time playing and I love getting to cheer for my sweetie. This week will probably be their last games of the season, I will miss getting out during the week and having something to do. I think that is the one thing that I really don't like about being a sahm. I don't like the isolation of it, I have never done the alone thing well so this is a tough one for me.
I wish I could say that the boys attitudes have gotten better...but sadly it has not. I feel so used at times. They are only nice to me when they want something, they things that they say to me and treat me is just atrocious at times. A perfect example, this past weekend, while attending a funeral my son texted me and I let him know where I was. It was about 45 minutes later and my phone rings and it is him, I pick up, he hangs up. So then it rings again, I pick up...he hangs up...this went on about 6 more times so then I finally texted him and said...dude, whatcha doing?? He texts back and says, trying to get his bluetooth working. I said ok. So then he proceeds to call me about 4 more times...I finally texted him and said, I am going to turn my phone off. This ignited in him a response that I was just turning the phone off because I didn't want to talk to him.....WHAT?? I said, no, just don't want to continue to have you hanging up on me. He then gets mad and tells me to not worry that he will not be calling me ever again.
Now as the night went on, the madder I got...I mean how dare him to get mad at me for not wanting to keep getting hung up on. Are you kidding me?? Don't I have the right to get frustrated over this?? Am I just supposed to suck it up and say nothing and continue to let my phone ring and get hung up on the rest of the night...is that how this works?? I always think that if they could see how the other person feels when they go off like this....or just put themselves in that person's shoes. They would react the same way probably. But no, just because I am their mother it is supposed to be alright. I don't think so, it doesn't work like that. I deserve to be treated with respect.
Oh well, enough with my rant...I am sure there will be more.
Until next time...be sweet and treat everyone nice.....who knows they may be gun owners!
